Honestly, I’m just so confused and tired right now. Nothing is going right, but somehow I’ve managed to keep a smiling face and a positive outlook. But fuck, damnit I’m getting worn down. I actually want things to go my way. I want things to work out for once. Is that too damn hard to ask for? I wanna have high expectations without being afraid of being let down. I fucking hate this. I’m sick of being let down by people. I’m sick of my mother breathing down my damn neck. I just wanna relax and do my own shit. Being responsible sucks guys. It really does.
I’m just glad I have a really special guy in my life who can somehow handle all this drama. Thanks babe.